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Apparently, the benefits of kicking your smoking habit arise within the first 20 minutes – your blood pressure decreases, within 12 hours carbon monoxide levels subside, blah, blah, blah. YEAH RIGHT.

It’s been around 5 weeks that haven’t smoked and today I feel as if I’m going crazy. I have no energy whatsoever, I literally had to drag myself out of bed this morning, I’m coughing every few minutes and my throat feels as if somebody is stabbing it with a blunt object.

I’m extremely edgy, have this fogginess in my head and can’t concentrate either. My sense of smell is better than Wolverines’ though – I can smell a fart in the wind miles away. And my sense of taste – the food I supposedly enjoyed doesn’t taste that good anymore.

The best strategy is to take this one day at a time; I’ll concentrate on tomorrow when tomorrow rears it (probably ugly) head (given my circumstances). So I need to get through today and tomorrow without severely pi$$ing somebody off because I’m so short tempered.